Memories

Livin' in the dark, I guess I'm stuck inside my head
tryin' to see things that happened, gettin' no where instead
the future to you, is like the past is to me
it's in the dark, but at the park, get your future for fee
I don't know if you know, I don't care if you say
I don't remember the shit, that didn't happen today
maybe you think, like I remember what was
but imma tell you right now, 'n' imma tell you because
look at this shit, imma tell you right now
the things that I know, are the things that were 'wow'
I don't remember what was, I don't know if you care
why I tell you this shit, guess so you can beware
that the morning it comes, and the morning it brings
another new beginning, another time with no strings
got nothin' from yesterday, got much the now
so remember when walkin', and if you say ciao
in the morrow I won't know, in the morrow it's gone
come in sit in the darkness, where the light is not shawn
imma tell you right now, imma tell you straight up
that the morrow there's nothin', so why not just shut up
I don't give a damn, bout the time that once was
'cause its not anymore, at least to me just because
I don't remember a damn thing, at least that was then
you wanna play games, and you wanna preten'
but I think that you don't know, what the fuck is at ends
maybe when you come lookin', come to make amends
I won't remember what happened, or that you were my friend
raise my hands when I sit down, clear my mind to ascend
you don't know what I'm sayin', and don't hear what I said
so I try to talk louder, but get quiet instead
'cause it really don't matter, not one damn little bit
and if you think that it does, then you're just full of shit
'cause like really guess what's wrong, tell me what do you see
when I ask you what's now gone, and you speak plain to me
do I really remember, is there something? could be
when I try to think back then, but it's too dark to see
and you try to understand, what the hell has gone wrong
and you ask and you question, and the answers aren't long
'cause I don't remember, I don't know what has been
if you think like I should know, I was there - should have seen
guess I did - but it's gone, just like everythin' else
there no tape I can grab, no one put on the shelf
maybe one day I'll have, some flash back of some kind
get a memory or somethin', some shit flashed from some time
but then when it happens, what then can I think
am I just imaginin', or is this really a thing
I guess I just won't know, but at least should I care?
or just embrace it, and the fact that it's there
should it matter right now? should I even give a damn?
what the fuck, like who cares, at least it's somethin', but DAMN!